|Being Other (M.A. Reilly, 3.13)|
I was driving to Connecticut this morning to participate in a dissertation defense and on the way I listened to The Future of Marriage, a discussion that was hosted by Krista Tippett (@KristaTippett ) and part of The Civil Conversations Project. I'd recommend that you follow the links as the conversation between Jonathan Rauch and David Blankenhorn is civil and provocative and perhaps inspires hope that discourse can change, can be deep and civil.
There were two moments during the conversation when the discussion held my interest most dearly. First, when Jonathan Rauch recounted that as a child of 9 or 10 he recalls thinking that he would never be able to enter into a marriage and have a family. He says this understanding occurred prior to the realization that he is gay. This stopped me and had me calling up memories of being a similar age and how filled my life was with the idea (promise?) that I would marry, raise a family, be in love. It was such a part of the genderizing culture I grew up in and I wondered about the enormous void the absence of marriage and family would have created and how I might have navigated that--if navigation was possible. For a moment, I imagined a younger Jonathan and saw him seated at a piano, much like the one I had in my home growing up, one foot swinging back and forth and the swamping feeling of loss. This memory had me recalling that scene in To Kill a Mockingbird when Atticus tells Scout:
You never really understand a person until you consider things from his point of view--until you climb inside of his skin and walk around in it.
Later in the discussion David Blankenhorn is asked by Krista to discuss the relationship between civility and doubt. He says they are partners and likens them to coffee and cream.
Mr. Blankenhorn: …I think that doubt and civility are friends. They go together kind of like, you know, coffee and cream. They’re partners. Um, by civility, I mean treating the other person the way you would want them to treat you. And by doubt, I mean believing that you may not be right even when your position is passionately held.
Ms.Tippett: You wrote this: “What I need as a doubting person is the wisdom of the other.”
Mr. Blankenhorn: See, because if I don’t have any doubt, I don’t need you. I should be nice to you out of manners, but I don’t need a relationship with you. I may want you to be available to be lectured by me so that you can come to the correct view and I may want to treat you politely for that reason, but I don’t really need you. As I grow older, I grow in doubt and that’s good. And I feel like that that’s a healthier way to be.
Civility allows me to have a relationship with you. It feeds me what I need.
Doubt opens possibility. It allows you and me to become (other)wise through relationships with those who we perceive as being different. It is the relationship with other, that is so prized.
II. Feeling Empathy
This film was made at a Cleveland health facility. It embodies the idea and practice of stepping into someone's shoes that are not your own.
III. The Dissertation
In a few minutes I will be leaving this Starbucks where I have sat writing this post. I am just a few miles south from the college where Merle Rumble will defend her dissertation: I TOO HAVE A VOICE: THE LITERACY EXPERIENCES OF BLACK BOYS ENGAGING WITH AND RESPONDING TO AFRICAN AMERICAN LITERATURE DEPICTING BLACK MALES. In the dissertation, Merle constructs and reports on an experiment she conducted with 10 African American boys ages 8 to 11. She wanted to see if using children's literature depicting African American men and boys and engaging the children through transmediated encounters (drama and visual arts) would make any difference in how the boys related to and comprehended written text. The very short answer is it did. The longer one will need to wait until Merle guest blogs and reports in her words her findings.
It's a powerful series of stories Merle tells and through it we can hear the boys as she uses their words and doesn't stop to 'pretty them up.' As I am neither Black nor a boy, Merle's use of the boy's thoughts as told in their words allows me to momentarily step into and out of the experiences they narrate. And doing so nudges beliefs about literacy and representation and most importantly--fills me with doubt.
It is there in that state of doubt that I hear a door crack open, revealing what I had not seen (nor named) before.
Be(com)ing (other)wise begins with doubt and civility.