Thursday, April 9, 2020

#SOL20: Pass Fail: Notes from the Pandemic

From Above

I.

With the disruption of school, one of the many questions facing educators is how to fairly grade students. How do we determine marking period and end-of-the-year grades? Much of the dialogue about such things saddens me. The conversation feels like a Möbius strip. We go round and round and round with no exit because there are consequences to every action. Every single one.

It isn’t an easy situation, even if we want it to be. For example, students vying for college athletic scholarships are subject to the NCAA rules. NCAA determined:

“In Pass/Fail grading situations, the NCAA Eligibility Center will assign your high school's lowest passing grade for a course in which you received a Pass grade. For most high schools, the lowest passing grade is a D, so the NCAA Eligibility Center generally assigns a D as a passing grade.” From here. 
So pass-fail could actually harm students. 

II.

One task raised today was the necessity for the creation of a rubric if pass/fail is selected as the option for grading students’ performance during the last marking period. I thought about what that rubric might look like and each time I tried to write the column that said Fail, I paused. 

Stopped.

Quieted. 

There was simply no justification I could fathom that would allow for an explanation as to why a child failed X during a pandemic. 

No justified reason.

None.

Zilch.

For each common argument, such as, “the child handed in no work during the marking period,” I thought well, that could be true.  It’s likely it is probable. But what it means can be varied. Unknown. Contradictory. 

What does ‘handed no work in‘ mean when home is crumbling? What does that mean when there are five learners under one shaky roof and the Internet is sporadic and the chrome book is being shared among all? What does it mean that your beloved grandma just died in a room far away and all alone? What does it mean? 

I used the lines of the rubric to draw a sad face with both eyes closed. I admitted defeat. I cannot and will not write that kind of document. 

This is not normal schooling. 
This is not anything we have known, even if we attempt to dress it in distance learning garb. It is not that.

III.

Last week I sat in on a virtual class and listened when a senior said,  "Being quarantined let's you have enough time to think about life." He told his classmates that he had a  question he wanted to ask them. 

He qualified an earlier statement he had made about beliefs. He said,  "I wasn't talking about self-negative. Do you think you only focus on that because of society? What do you really think? This time makes me think about life."

In response to the student’s question, another student spoke about not liking her dark, black skin as a child and wanting to be lighter. She said, "We point out (that) as our true negative. We point out what people point out about you."

The first student pressed here and asked if that was about herself “or was that from society?"

I sat 20 miles away. Outside the sliding doors rain fell steady and though I didn’t know what to make of the conversation, I knew instinctively that these students were naming philosophical worlds.

IV. 

Could you write a rubric that could contextualize the moment that gave rise to that inquiry? Do you think you would have been able to recognize, let alone evaluate, the promise of such dialogue? In our rush to quantify, we miss the present, the promise.

If nothing else, a pandemic ought to teach us to not trust so easily the quantification of our reality. Numbers are rarely truth.

V. 

The young man sitting in his home talking on a phone to classmates scattered across a city with sharply rising COVID 19 cases was asking questions philosophers have grappled with too. The young girl joined in that dialogue, questioning whether past events (in)form present beliefs of self.  Surely the bigness of these ideas gives us pause.

George Herbert Mead (1932) wrote: 
Given an emergent event, its relations to antecedent processes become conditions or causes. Such a situation is a present. It marks out and in a sense selects what has made its peculiarity possible. It creates with its uniqueness a past and a future. As soon as we view it, it becomes a history and a prophecy.
VI.

I didn’t think about Mead at that moment, but I did think of Western philosophy.  Days later I found myself reading the Mead essay and that reminded me of the dialogue between the students. Earlier tonight, nearly two weeks after the event,  a friend brought up Mead’s name after hearing the question the student posed. it reminded me that measurement is rarely tied to a singular event. Events get folded together and the interpretation of the initiating situation is influenced by what comes next and next and next.

Time has never been a linear matter. Remembering the dialogue, reading Mead, and thinking about pass/fail rubrics has me thinking about the spurious ways we measure learning. Perhaps a pandemic gives us reason to suspend such evaluation and admit we should not measure. We should not pretend that what is happening is school. We should be braver than that.

Cited: 

George Herbert Mead. "The Present as the Locus of Reality" Chapter 1 in The Philosophy of the Present, edited by Arthur E. Murphy. LaSalle, Ill.: Open Court (1932): 1 - 31.


Tuesday, April 7, 2020

SOL#20 - The Single Story: Notes from the Pandemic

Voyeur (M.A. Reilly)

Historian Frank M. Snowden in an interview with Isaac Chotiner in the March 3, 2020 issue of The New Yorker, said, "Epidemics are a category of disease that seem to hold up the mirror to human beings as to who we really are." Snowden is the author of recent text, Epidemics and Society: From the Black Death to the Present.

Snowden’s observation that epidemics reveal who we really are rings true. I want to suggest here that who we are is not singular and the story of the pandemic is not singular either, even when it is presented as such. Snowden from Epidemics and Society: From the Black Death to the Present writes:

“Diseases do not afflict societies in random and chaotic ways. They’re ordered events, because microbes selectively expand and diffuse themselves to explore ecological niches that human beings have created. Those niches very much show who we are—whether, for example, in the industrial revolution, we actually cared what happened to workers and the poor and the condition that the most vulnerable people lived in” (Snowden, 2020).

It is these ecological niches that Snowden mentions that interest me. What ecological niches does the spread of the virus and the reporting on the virus reveal and conceal? How removed are we from the example Snowden gives of the industrial revolution and our care today for non-medical workers who work in hospitals and risk their lives as they are not afforded the necessary PPEs?  What does media tell us about the spread of the disease to people who live crowded together due to poverty?  What knowledge to we have of the spread of Coronavirus based on race?  It is unsettling to see figures being reported each day and economics and race are missing. Why is that?

We have the opportunity to tell multiple stories of the coronavirus and in doing so hold up the mirror to human beings as to who we really are.  I wonder if we are brave enough to demand that our government and media do so.

Saturday, April 4, 2020

#SOL20: How Hope Finds Expression: Notes from the Pandemic

Bird’s Nest 

I.

Hope is grief’s companion. They walk together within us. Know one and often the other has surfaced as well. We worry for those whose husbands, wives, parents, grandparents have died during this pandemic. We worry that the rituals that guide us when death happens are now missing. I have thought about that a lot this last week.

I don’t remember much of the immediate days following my husband’s death. I recall bits of the service, but could not tell you most of the people who attended. I do not think I ever understood what shock and sorrow does to a body before his death. I knew though that I needed to get back to living after the brief but intense months leading up to Rob’s death. I needed to see to my child who had just turned 17. We needed to figure out how to live with such holes, such absence in our lives.

II.

What I mostly remember in the days and weeks following Rob’s death was how hope found expression in the oddest ways. For example, one morning I noticed that on every outdoor light fixture, there was a bird’s nest. On each entry way to my home there was life beginning. In ways I could not anticipate, it felt like each was a sign beyond the borders of this world to the next.

I walked miles in the days and months that followed. I walked alone and often was accompanied by a robin that darted in an out of tree branches. I read voraciously seeking answers between pages. I listened to inspirational talks on my phone as I walked. It would take me two years to begin to listen to music as each song was a trigger to sadness until it was not.

I did four things that helped to heal me:
1. I cared for my child.
2. I wrote most every day and took up painting and kept numerous art journals.
3. I began to meditate and I walked miles and miles and miles.
4. I healed with friends who knew loss too. Some were virtual. Most were not.
I write this as I have empathy for all who suffer tonight. I feel for each of you.  I also have confidence that those who grieve now, who feel lost and numb, will make the solace that is most needed.

It comes from within.

I wish you your own bird’s nest to discover.
I wish you the grace that comes with hope.
I wish you most—those signs beyond this place and time that heal and fill you with hope. 

#PoetryBreak: Everything is Waiting for You


And Full of Sleep (M.A. Reilly)



Everything is Waiting for You

         -  David Whyte

Your great mistake is to act the drama
as if you were alone. As if life
were a progressive and cunning crime
with no witness to the tiny hidden
transgressions. To feel abandoned is to deny
the intimacy of your surroundings. Surely,
even you, at times, have felt the grand array;
the swelling presence, and the chorus, crowding
out your solo voice. You must note
the way the soap dish enables you,
or the window latch grants you freedom.
Alertness is the hidden discipline of familiarity.
The stairs are your mentor of things
to come, the doors have always been there
to frighten you and invite you,
and the tiny speaker in the phone
is your dream-ladder to divinity.
Put down the weight of your aloneness and ease into the
conversation. The kettle is singing
even as it pours you a drink, the cooking pots
have left their arrogant aloofness and
seen the good in you at last. All the birds
and creatures of the world are unutterably
themselves. Everything is waiting for you.


https://www.facebook.com/PoetDavidWhyte/videos/355462062025568/?vh=e

Friday, April 3, 2020

#PoetryBreak: The Morning Star

#shelterinpoems 


Untitled, M.A. Reilly

The Morning Star

 - Philip Matthews
Satan turns on his wheel of light,
hovering inside the Senate.
A beauty confesses to the power of air,
a roaring socket of need.
The humans bear forth from their jelly,
six rose-lipped mannequins.
—Who among these is most loved?
We will be forthright in our character analysis.
We will stenograph on bright, bright branches.
Even as someone might bribe us:
with a basket of fruit to our hearth;
with a length of black thread to our dead;
with a boy with that thread in his heart;
with a boy with a snail in his heart;
with a boy with toys in his heart, who are bowing.

Wednesday, April 1, 2020

#poetryBreak: Ode to the Hotel Near the Children’s Hospital

Birds Lifting (M.A. Reilly)



Ode to the Hotel Near the Children’s Hospital

BY KEVIN YOUNG


Praise the restless beds
Praise the beds that do not adjust
     that won't lift the head to feed
     or lower for shots
     or blood
     or raise to watch the tinny TV
Praise the hotel TV that won't quit
      its murmur & holler
Praise the room service
      that doesn't exist
      just the slow delivery to the front desk
      of cooling pizzas
      & brown bags leaky
      greasy & clear
Praise the vending machines
Praise the change
Praise the hot water
& the heat
       or the loud cool
       that helps the helpless sleep.

Praise the front desk
       who knows to wake
       Rm 120 when the hospital rings
Praise the silent phone
Praise the dark drawn
       by thick daytime curtains
       after long nights of waiting,
       awake.

Praise the waiting & then praise the nothing
       that's better than bad news
Praise the wakeup call
       at 6 am
Praise the sleeping in
Praise the card hung on the door
       like a whisper
       lips pressed silent
Praise the stranger's hands
       that change the sweat of sheets
Praise the checking out

Praise the going home
       to beds unmade
       for days
Beds that won't resurrect
       or rise
that lie there like a child should
        sleeping, tubeless

Praise this mess
         that can be left

Kevin Young, "Ode to the Hotel Near the Children’s Hospital" from Dear Darkness. Copyright © 2008 by Kevin Young. 

#SOL20 - Counting: Notes from the Pandemic

Skyline (M.A. Reilly)
I.

I’m wondering tonight what it is I should be thinking about as a school district leader? What comes after and from this pandemic? What must my team and I be thinking about now when our minds are pulled to the immediacy of the moment? What are we missing that demands our attention?

I oversee teaching and learning for a city school system in NJ and have the privilege to work with a very committed and talented group of educators. We have cobbled together in 3-weeks a shaky foundation for distance learning, one where none had been prior. This meant that principals and their staff volunteered to come into closed schools to hand out chrome books to more than 9000 students, while district leaders figured out how to provide Internet services for a like number learners.

I know we have gotten elements wrong. I know we will look back on this and have a long list of ‘should haves’ that we missed, didn’t know, hadn’t considered, or didn’t understand. And even with all those limitations, something solid has been started.

My goal tomorrow is to get invited into five classes and to see better what learning looks like from that vantage point. I don’t know what doing this will teach me, but I feel it is essential. I want teachers to ask their students, ‘how do we best support them and their families and their learning?What must we get right?’

I’ll let you know how that goes.

II.

So many things to count,
to count on.